They say comes by street name Kit Kat
We suspect shabby lady==abyssinialady knows it!
It is a dissociative drug.
Bang they shoot u (warning it can kill you if not in controlled
Eventually, the part not yourself may evaporate and you wake up with your real you, at least for a while.
Or even Beter try ECT (electro convulsive therapy). Because you deserve it. You are not yourself, you hate others, especially Ethiopians beyond rational level and that needs psychiatric therapy such as ECT.
These would be perfect for Abyssinialady to give her some positive energy and redeem herself from Gurage and Ethiopia hate
Disclaimer. At your own risk, these are done only under hospital setting under a skilled person