ethiopianunity,
I don't want to lecture you. Isayas is good enough to do that. But you are betraying your ignorance. Here is why? The function of your thinking (critical thinking in particular) is to decide what you believe and decide what you do. This is why we think. And, a sane person (a good thinker) decides to believe in facts and decides to do things that are good and/or right.
The fact that you actually believe in conspiracy theory (lucifer this and lucifer that) that tells me you lack the simplest thinking skill required to navigate the real world. Once you fail in these types of basic thinking ability and begin to live in the unreal world, then you also become unable to act on the right things in the world.
So, I advise you seriously to begin to believe in realities; that is - in things that exist, in things that happen and in actual processes & situations. Remember, the more you believe in your own mental mirage and attribute human intentions to demons and lucifers you will grow to lose contact with reality and finally become nuts.
sesame,
you are in a different kind of psychological cul de sac. you are in a permanent separation grieving and trauma. you have become terminally unable separate your identity, existence and selfhood from Ethiopia. Your pathological relation with Eritrean identity is such that you hate being Eritrean and you constantly and pathologically blame Ethiopia for your hate of Eritreanness. This identity crisis is expressed in a form of lifelong 24/7 attack on Ethiopia while you actually live & breath as Ethiopian on ER.
my advise to you is this. you can never make Ethiopia less that what she is in order to make Eritrea more/better that what it is. You have no control over what Ethiopia becomes! You are both a fool and a psychologically troubled person. When you waste your precious life over something you have no control over, that is when you must seek a psychological help to get a handle over your life and your grief/trauma.
Ethiopia is what she is. Accept this fact and move on.